What can I saw about Chester Bennington. About Linkin Park. They got a lot of hate, and I never knew why. All my hurt, all the anger, all the ugly parts of me I tried to hide were pulled out of me in their music. I could look at them, my sadness, depression, and hate. My extreme need to end my life- I could examine them and them put them away for a while, soothed. I may have been sad and depressed, but I wasn’t alone.

I’m a lot better now, mentally speaking. I see a therapist regularly, have a wonderful hausband and friends, and put my energy into healthy activities. I still have bad days, but I know how to deal with them now. And my music has always been a part of helping.

My heart goes out to Chester’s family. I am so very sorry that while he and the rest of Linkin Park could help me, none of us could do anything to help soothe his pain. I am so very, very sorry.