Trigger warning: trauma, abuse, kidnapping, graphic nightmares, mental health Tell me why I just woke up from a nightmare when I haven’t remembered a dream in at least ten years? My anxiety has been kicking my butt this past year, and I know most of the world understands. But while the average person has been [...]
This video is a little different. It’s video footage I was able to salvage from the flooding that forced us to leave our apartment. With this one, I’ve also been able to find two other recipes I made from the Elder Scrolls cookbook and I’m hoping I can persuade the data to give me enough [...]
Hello and welcome to my first video game recipe post since November. I’ve been able to set up shop (as it were) in my mother in law’s kitchen, and I’m going to continue making content here. Unfortunately the space isn’t as big, so I don’t have a lot of room to work with, and most [...]
The weird things you find online when you google yourself while waiting in a McDonald’s drive thru. Earlier today I saw a video about Tim Ballard and OUR, and I was curious because the name of his fishy organization is almost exactly the same as the one I went through as a child, so I [...]
Today I turn 37. I don’t really have anything profound to say. I can go in circles trying to analyze my life and come up with some nostalgic, poetic advice that I have gleaned over the course of three, almost four, decades- and a boat load of trauma. As an old woman all I can [...]
